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In the last week, I’ve worked at least 60 unpaid hours, been assaulted, dealt with death and a gun and police (twice) and an enormous amount of super buss ass work of many kinds, some of it involving unbelievably gross stuff, plus a whole lot of long meetings and phone counseling and interventions. And I can’t talk about any of it any more than that! There is no way to charge for this or take credit for any of it; can’t share pictures or put it in reports, I’m doing it on Ak...ua time wale no. Been accused of being lazy and flaky, been blamed for being poor, been lied about and threatened, and my phone might get shut off because I can’t pay it. Been a terrible mommy - missed a school event so my kid was the only one with no parent, and left her waiting alone at school till almost dark. And I am so sleep deprived it isn’t funny, and tomorrow is such a crazy day that I may not sleep tonight either, because I have to cook almost all night to be able to do everything I gotta do.
But you know what? I am so happy! Seriously. Because working on this path is AWESOME. Just doing my best, making it up to those I affect as best I can, and counting on it all working out.
But you know what? I am so happy! Seriously. Because working on this path is AWESOME. Just doing my best, making it up to those I affect as best I can, and counting on it all working out.
And I am not the only one. So many of us walking this kind of path. So many! As much as I’m talking about all the stuff I do here, there is a kupuna right by me doing MORE. And there are more where we came from!
And we all have our grumbling rants (like this one), but we just wouldn’t have it any other way.
So shoutouts to all you crazy awesome peeps who are as nuts as me!! I love you all. Ha ha!
See MoreAnd we all have our grumbling rants (like this one), but we just wouldn’t have it any other way.
So shoutouts to all you crazy awesome peeps who are as nuts as me!! I love you all. Ha ha!
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